Do you ever feel like your just breaking down?
Well, I definitely do! I’m going through a bump of it right now, always trying to assume “this too shall pass” (at the same time worrying that it won’t) and in the thick of these physical struggles, I always a have ample time to overthink.
For instance… I have vertigo right now. I went to the Dr she ruled out her stuff, so i went to a physiotherapist that specializes in this dizzy business and lone behold….yup! She diagnosis me with vertigo, its caused by these little mischievous crystals in our inner ear… yet as I sit here waiting for my issue to be resolved I overthink… what if this dizziness never stops? and I think of all the things I’m hoping to do as soon as I’m better…but what if they will never happen again…. ahhh I’m the queen of the what ifs!
I’ve heard the 50’S are easier than the 40’s… i hope so! the still leaves me a few years to get my crap together!